Started to take Yoga classes last Monday and very happy with it... But after one class I look like the buddy below...




Living in the car, not having where to walk except of the treadmill and stores, my flexibility that I was so proud of is gone and am turning into a stiff stressed vegetable... So this was my year end resolution... Now I struggle in decisions, should I study today or go for few hours for Yoga classes...

My dogs love exercising at home... on my mat...

I will start my story with a dream I had 20 years ago... was playing a computer game in a metal built like room, there was not so much light around me... I am not much of a computer games player in the real world, do not have time and do not really get it anyway... The game had multiple players, hidden from me, was alone in that room but knowing I was monitored... also, the game was about some entities' day to day lives, we were playing with their lives... every single move we had in the game was having a impact in the entity's life... was playing it for a while, when I realized that the entities inside of the game were real, and I was playing with their lives in their reality... In that moment I just pushed the keyboard away from me and stopped playing it... and woke up... This dream never left me... I do not have to close my eyes to see the computer's game room and the game itself...

Just ended reading a book about alternative realities and time travel... Did you ever ask yourselves if this is it? Don't you have the feeling that something is hidden and we cannot see it? Don't you feel that there is more than our pelvic based happiness that guides our lives?

Did you ever stepped outside in the night and watched the sky asking yourself is we are alone in this huge wonderful Universe that we are able to see? But if there is more and we cannot see because we live in a three dimensional world, well accepting the fourth as being time... if there is more than that?

We all agree that we have a soul living in this body, an immortal soul which is traveling in time and space accumulating experiences... but if we wake up during a lifetime experience and see it with these eyes, in this body?

I believe there are multiple realities we can live in; in the same "time" frame... time is an Earth invention... I believe we can contact ourselves through dreams from one reality to another... I believe that we can change our own reality, right now, making it better but we have to realize that we are an universal consciousness, not individual, and this is a soul group work... is not about me, or you, is all about us being one... we have to have the same wish... to make it work...

We live in a pretty sad little world and yes, we can say everything is wonderful, love yourself and everything will be pink and peachy around... but do not ignore what is happening in the vicinity... do not ignore all the sad things happening on our planet... just to prove our own happiness and state of mind... play the compassion song that we all have it engraved inside of our heart...

Look back to our history... we killed so many witches in medieval Europe, we did not accept that Earth was round etc... just because we were limited as perspective and believes... If I will tell in public about my parents being followed by an UFO when I was a kid, people will label me "crazy" and I consider this reality is funny...  and sad in the same time... There are so many abilities engraved inside of our DNA that we do not know about and we are not really interested to know about...

All I wish to say is that I feel limited because I wish to change the reality into a better one, I wish to help where there is no help and I cannot do it by myself... And I wonder if there is someone outhere to hear me...
Blessed be your soul, our soul...

Sometimes, when the is almost sunset, but the sky is blue, and golden... you have the feeling that there is something, someone outhere calling for you and you just feel it... I just walked to the window and watched the sky... and I knew that someone, somewhere felt me too...

Never forget to say "I Love You" before leaving Home...

Do not think I am the right person to answer this question... I do not believe in value of suffering... I believe we are born to find happiness and live it...

My suffering is mostly of metaphysical nature...

But I am not hungry...



To talk about hunger suffering...

I do not cry for human rights...



I have food on my table, my house is warm, nobody is forcing me to believe in a certain religion, I have the right to pick my destiny, I have options, I am not afraid that someone will come over the night to kill me in my house because I disagree...

I was born in a communist country and I know all the above... I have been there... and all I can say that for those born in free countries... that you do not even imagine what you have because you get it for granted... but please remember the ones which did not get that chance...

In this moment I can thank Destiny, Life, Universe, and this country for giving me the chance to see the difference...

Blessed be our Path... 

I just give it to the Angels...

Dr. Michio Kaku is a theoretical physicist, best-selling author, and popularizer of science. He's the co-founder of string field theory (a branch of string theory), and continues Einstein's search to unite the four fundamental forces of nature into one unified theory.

And the light shineth in darkness: and the darkness did not comprehend it.//et lux in tenebris lucet et tenebrae eam non conprehenderunt.../erat lux vera quae inluminat omnem hominem venientem in mundum/...That was the true light, which enlighteneth every man that cometh into this world....

My friend Ben recommended me Cleo's blog... this is how I remembered how much I love Gregorian music... when I was a child I always believed that I am a Templar and have a horse and a spade... and when I finally realized that the Templars existed somewhere in the past was amazed and touched... Shall I say that I thought I was a vestal in a temple a little bit earlier... serving also Isis and Osiris... Think I came with all my memories in this incarnation or I have been taught before landing about Earth's history...

Going back to Gregorian music, I miss most listening the music inside of a gothic cathedral...


Thank you Ben and Cleo...

Ra Ma Da Sa, Sa Say So Hung

I thought I am already immortal... Smiles... We are made from stardust and travel from one place to another...




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What spiritual path are you talking about???? Interesting question...

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Intuition is part of who I am... is not a separate skill or a voice... I can hear your thoughts even you are not close to me... we live inside of an ocean of thoughts, like a network all around us...

If you experience telepathic communications, you will understand what I mean... at a certain stage of evolution we can share information with our guides and spiritual family... them being Angels, or Pleiadians, doesn't matter how we call them... you just exist in that mind state and hear/communicate... and from there the intuition comes... from a cumulus of experience and wisdom...

Intuition is part of who I am... and I am part of a bigger family... linked inside of the seen and unseen Universe...